i wish there wasnt exams and a levels and lessons.
i wish everyday was the year end holidays.
darn, it's just too good to be true huh?

i wish my life is just
church
choir
dance
bball
dom
home
girls and friends

meow. if only there wasnt the part about work. yuck.

and i kinda miss the life in the past where i'd go play bball every time im free. i miss playing ball with random ppl. lol. and i've found this passion once again while playing with nj bball. this nationals really taught me alot. and we'd all really fight hard in the next match. it will not be the last. it's just the beginning. go nj!
it's the first time i feel such a drive for bball. it's smth ive nvr felt before and i didnt know i enjoyed it this much.

and im missing the boy. rarh. i miss the days where i'd rush off after school just to see him. i miss the days he'd come over and eat lunch with me before dance. i just miss seeing him. lol. but pulling through these times, im confident that we'd somehow make it :D we will.

i think im turning high maintenance :x

Y doom day 63.

and i wonder why.
the teeny weeny things that stay in my mind.

that folder.
that picture.
that thought.
that conversation.

it's just a moment where im slipping.
i'd be back on track. soon.

Y doom day 43.